For starters I am in fact still drawing, so I don't need anyone getting all up in my fries about that. I just didn't think submitting sketch book pages on my DeviantART would be appropriate, as it kind of works as a portfolio and my sketch book is just a preliminary assignment for school. However I do have a Christmas card idea that I'm trying to work out, so that should pop up soon. I also have one more tattoo design to digitize and put on here, and may have two more coming soon.

I have an idea for a comic book that I am loving, but I'm not sure how to do it justice. I'm trying to put the pieces together in my head and figure out where to start, as a vague premise is less than helpful with regard to a finished product. I guess I'm trying to write the story first and then figure out how to illustrate it. It will be tricky doing it justice though, so we'll see how it works.

The original inspiration for this journal was how someone added an extremely old journal to their favorites and I couldn't help but laugh. It was from ages ago about "The Perfect Man". I guess I have come to the conclusion that what I thought was perfect so many years ago has now been twisted and changed so drastically that it doesn't even apply anymore. So I thought, for my sake as well as the entertainment of those who read my journal, I would give a quick run-down of "The Perfect Man" as of now.


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Strong: A man who has the strength both physically and emotionally to hold himself high and defend his every action if he found it pertinent to do so.

Ambitious: A man who knows exactly what makes him happy, how to get there, and will get there come hell or high water. A man who will not let anyone or anything, not even his love for another human being, stand in his way.

Passionate: Reflecting on the previous trait, a man who is unwavering in his passion and desires. His passion would scare others away, and may be borderline criminal, but it is his passion that makes him who he is. Stubbornness also falls here.

Masculine: A man who will only share his feelings with me when they pertain to me directly, as I will for him. While I will appreciate and care for a man who understands himself to the point of knowing why he feels as he does, I don't want a frequent emotional run-down.

Intelligent: A man who is capable of logical analysis and thoughts that are more complex than "boobs are nice". We may disagree on certain things, but we can come to a mutual understanding due to our ability to communicate and think through everything.

Independent: A man who does not need anyone else in his life, but wants someone in his life. He can stand on his own two feet just fine, and can go through life without someone, but having that someone in some ways augments his abilities, his passion, and his work.
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And there you have it, world. If you happen to find such a man please let me know as I have been looking for quite some time and have come up empty handed.